hey look i'm blogging, oh yeah & bipolar

I'm bipolar#2. I have found my magic combo. My corner with its lovely walls have lost their allure, luster and now my face resting against them. They don't meet with my new standards of what is safe in wonderful for me. I used to think solitary confinement would be a blessing, not a punishment. Lithium-lamictal...peanut butter and jelly for me. It's a great combo for any meal. Here I am finally. After a whopper of an episode and 8 years of searching for my magic I am actually here. I'm in the moment. And that moment doesn't scare me or make me not want another one. I actually am looking forward to being around people and actually looking them in the eyes. Actually. Wow!!! Don't worry it's not a mania - lithium remember. Yeah I keep checking myself. What a stinker it'd be if it were. I have to write more later. I wouldn't even be writing here if it weren't for lithium and lamictal. Thank you to the folks who came up with those beauties!!! Hi,...Wow! I have a blog thing. That's so cool!